Well as you ALL know that Valentines was yesterday. The most romantic day of the year. Whatever. I'm so glad when Jason was alive we didn't go all out for this day. We loved each other everyday and NOT just because of this day. This is the first Valentine without my love. It was a very lonely day. As I go to church I see all these husbands hugging and putting their arms around their wives and I just wanted Jason to be there for this special day even though we didn't celebrate this day. I wanted to sit beside my husband and hold his hand and can tell him that I love him just one more time. I do believe that Jason was with me through this day because Preacher Rob sung Ill fly away at the Valentines Dinner and after He got through the light that was over the table went out. That was my Jason there with me on that day. Then after I came home and went to sleep I had this dream of Jason where he had a second chance for one day. We spend the whole day with each other talking, snuggling, and hugging. So that was my special Valentines. I had the best dream and hope that I can continue that dream. If only dream could come true. I know alot of wives(including myself) take their husbands for granted but if you love someone please tell them all the time how much they mean to you and love them with all your heart. Life is short and you dont know what you got into its gone. I ♥ U Jason. Happy Valentine's Day!!!
Monday, February 15, 2010
Berry Lonely
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Lindsey, this was so sweet. It made me a little misty eyes. It is amazing how Jason is showing you that he is still there with you. I'm just wondering Jason keeps messing with the lights.. (ha ha.. such a jokester).
aww lou, I know Jason was with you. OF all the lights in that building the one over our table. The love you and Jason have has shined through. Ya'll are great examples of true love. Material stuff was nothing in your marriage. Ya'll showed that all you need is each other to have fun and enjoy life together.
Such a sweet post. I know that Jason was with you all day on Sunday...and every other day. He lives on in our hearts...but I know you miss him terribly, as we all do.
That is so crazy about the light over your table! I know that Jason loved you so very much!! He was lucky to have you on this side of eternity!
Speaking of lights, when I was at Mt. Pleasant a couple of weeks ago I went into the sanctuary to put some notes for the preacher on the pulpit and when I went in, the sanctuary was dark, with no lights on...I put the papers on the pulpit and went to turn on the lights to see if I could get them on and then turned them off. Well, something told me to go back into the sanctuary...just to make sure I turned off all the lights...and there was a light on across the room over the organ! The funny thing is, none of the switches I flipped were for this particular light. Well, I stood there and looked at it for a minute and then decided to find the light switch. It was in the on position, but I didn't do it! I guess that was Jason, too. That Jason ain't right! Sorry for the long comment, but I thought it would make you smile! Love you, Lindsey!!!
Lindsey I have been praying for you and your sweet boys. Tell JC that Ms. Barbara misses him. It was great to find your blog.... I spent a few hours reading your blog and looking at all the great pictures of the boys. God bless you and keep you in his hands.
Such a sweet blog. I am so glad you had that dream.. I wish you could have one more day too... But you know Jason knew you loved him very much. Just as you knew Jason loved you.. You guys got so close.. That is a gift.. I love you Lindsey.. I know it has been tough just as all the first without Jason will be hard...
I love you with all my heart and I am praying for you.. I know the prayers are what is getting you by.. That song "somebody's praying me through.. Only there are a lot of somebody's praying you through..
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