Memories through Time

We were together for many years
We became as one
It was like I had your blood running through my veins
We could read each others thoughts
Finish each others sentences
Without saying a word
There is so much I'd like to change
But I can't turn back the hands of time
Your memory will always be apart of me and my heart
I still talk to you
And wonder if you hear
Sometimes I can feel you near
Even in my dreams
My heart can't say good-bye
For it's afraid your memory will die
A part of my heart is with you
And it's yours to keep
Now that you are gone
I'm left to stand alone

BY: PATRICIA CONNER LOVELACE

I have never wanted so bad for Jesus to come back and take his children. I'm ready for the boys and myself to reunite with Jason once again. I use to love life but since Jason was taking away from me I have no desire for evil world. My focus are my kids. I love them dearly and without them I would crumble. I have no interest in things I did before. Since Jason was taking away I have laughter in my life. Its like I want to think and talk about him but he hurts so bad to do. I don't want to go to his grave, and I know I should take the boys up there but I just cant go up there. I don't want to think of Jason in a grave because hes not there hes in heaven and I want to be with him. So I will go on this in world without Jason and take care of the boys, lead them to Jesus so we can be a family up in heaven once again.

PRAISE GOD!!!!

I'm such a Proud Mama, I know you are not suppose to be Proud but I'm so proud of my J.C. He accepted Jesus Christ in his heart tonight at Vacation Bible School at Rainbow Baptist Church. Hearing this news, it makes me want to be a better christian. I'm not perfect and make mistakes but I know that I have Jesus to forgive me. I have been talking to him about Jesus but he was ready tonight and Jesus came in his heart. During the bible study they had a salvation talk with the kids and the spirit was filled in that room cause 13 kids got saved. I wasnt in there when he got saved but as soon as he told me I was so excited for him. I know his daddy is looking down with a big smile on his face knowing that they will see each other again. I just hope and pray that Carson sees when J.C. gets baptize and sees his life changed that he will start asking question and ask Jesus in his heart. I also got some more good news, my niece Gracie also accepted Jesus. PRAISE GOD!!! I know God is still in the working business.

Wordless Wednesday: THE PRETTIEST COWGIRLS YOU'LL EVER SEE..LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEC-BEC!!!!!

My Best Friend Becky will be 25 June 16. I know its early but Happy Birthday!!! Becky and I have been friends all our lives. We went to children church together at Canaan Baptist Church and I have pictures of us as young girls. She's very special person to me. She has always been there for me and my kids. I'm so thankful that we grew up together being friends and still to this day we are BEST FRIENDS.

I love her and her precious family. I have so many memories of us through the years and we continue to make memories. Our kids are so close to each other and I just hope that their friendship last years and years just like us. Saturday Boy had a surprise birthday party for her (that was so sweet) and I found out the night before. We all hid in the kitchen and when she opened the door SURPRISE. Friends and family were at the party and we had a BLAST. I just want Becky to know that I Love you and you are more than a BEST FRIEND you are my SISTER. I will cherish the memories we have.

Saddle Ridge Ranch....WOOHOO VBS

Howdy Y'all Cowboys and Cowgirls!!! VBS at Stone Station Baptist Church was the BEST I have ever been too. I think I had more fun than the kids. I was a hurdle for the 5Th & 6Th grader and I just loved those boys and girls. The kids really enjoyed coming and seeing & dancing with Henry the Horse. J.C., Carson, and Brayden had so much fun, each night they would tell me all the stuff they learned, made, and the outside and inside fun. All the kids loved recreation, Cassie Brock really did a great job coming up with the different games for them. They had barrel racing, quick draw, fly fishing, and the backpack race. I even race with the kids. Becky and Boy did a great job with music, and the kids loved the music. My favorite song was "Don't be a tumbleweed." I cant wait for next year and I hope and pray that the kids learned more about Jesus and start coming to Stone Station or just go to a church. We raised alot of money for the kids playground and I Thank God that our children ministry is growing. Oh yeah I forgot thanks Mama for getting in the dunk tank. She told everyone at the carnival if we raise $100 that she would get in there. Well it didn't take but 5 minutes and had $100. Ha! Ha! She got dunk and Carson was one of the kids who did it and daddy was one of the adults. Fun Times!!

Make a digital slideshow

Seriously, I need to do something.

My weight has been my biggest issue here lately. I guess having 3 kids the extra pounds just keep on coming. In the past, I always lost weight really good by exercising or working in a warehouse(walking for 8-10hrs) but since I stay at home with the kids and the built up stress the pounds just keep on coming. I have made a decision to get off my "fat butt" and do something. So I looked online for some ideals and come to the the wave by Firm website. So I order it and it just arrived this morning. YaY!! well I said that now but when I start it I wont be that excited. So next week starting on Monday I'm going to do the Wave. I'm going to try to get up early(TRY) and start this program. After I do it, I'm going down to Pauline to my parents house walk on the treadmill then jump in the pool to do some laps. Please y'all pray for me. I don't wont to be a skinny as a stick but I do need to lose at least 30lbs. I will update all my readers well all 5 of y'all.

Weight today: 145
Goal Weight: 115

No More Ball :(

Friday Night, the boys had their baseball banquet and it almost brought tears to my eyes. I'm going to miss those boys playing, going to miss their coaches, and going to miss all the young boys and girls on the Detroit tigers. As the coaches was talking at the banquet you can tell they care about this lil' team and I'm very thankful that the boys was on their team. Jason would have liked this team and the coaches. I'm also thankful for the ones who came out and supported the boys. They love when they have fans. I hope and pray that the same coaches will get Carson and Colby(we had fun watching all them on the same team) next year cause J.C. will be moving up to the bigger boys. So next year will be a busy year for our family. I'll probably be at the ball field every night.