I'M A FARMER....YAW!!

I'm a Farmer,

I'm a Farmer,

I'm a Farmer from Dorman High...

I would rather be a Farmer than FRAT

from Spartan High.....

Yep its that time of the year the rival between Dorman and Spartan High....

Jesus in My ♥

Today was a great day, My two lil' men and Gracie got baptize this morning. I know you ain't suppose to be proud but I was one PROUD MAMA. The best decision the boys have made and will ever make was accepting Jesus into their heart. I will continue to pray for the boys as they grow up in this awful evil world we live in. I pray that they will live for Jesus and not for this world. Please pray for me so I can be the best role model for them and when they look up to me that God will shine through me. As Brayden grows up I want J.C. and Carson to be his role models and live for Jesus like his brothers. Some say that 5 & 6 yrs old don't understand all this but if you was to sit and talk with J.C., Gracie, and Carson they know whats going on and they want to go to Heaven when they die so they can see Jesus and their daddy.

J.C.

Carson

No More Ball :(

Friday Night, the boys had their baseball banquet and it almost brought tears to my eyes. I'm going to miss those boys playing, going to miss their coaches, and going to miss all the young boys and girls on the Detroit tigers. As the coaches was talking at the banquet you can tell they care about this lil' team and I'm very thankful that the boys was on their team. Jason would have liked this team and the coaches. I'm also thankful for the ones who came out and supported the boys. They love when they have fans. I hope and pray that the same coaches will get Carson and Colby(we had fun watching all them on the same team) next year cause J.C. will be moving up to the bigger boys. So next year will be a busy year for our family. I'll probably be at the ball field every night.

Our Family Pictures

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My Life is My 3 Men....

A couple of weeks ago I was like a zombie, I wouldnt get out of the house, wouldnt eat, and wouldnt even get out of my PJs. Then I realize that I have stop living. I think I finally woke up that life is too short and I want to spend as much time with my kids and family. The weather has been so beautiful this week and so I decided to spend it outside playing with my kids. I'm going to try to keep myself and the kids busy enjoying life. Right now those 3 boys are my life and I need to be there for them cause I know its hard on them as much its hard on me loosing Jason. Baseball season is here and I enjoy watching and they enjoy playing it. So that should keep us busy. I'm thinking about putting the boys in Karate as well. That was Jason's sport, and J.C. wants to do it so bad. Today J.C. went to a free class at SMA thats where Jason went and he had so much fun out there. He had the biggest smile on his face knowing he's doing the same thing that his daddy loved to do. I wish Jason was here to see him do it. Carson's class is tomorrow and hope hes loves it too. Jason and I have been wanting to put them in karate but never had the time to do so. Here are a couple of pics of my life.

~*Easter 2010*~

Time has flown by. It seems like its getting harder and harder each day without Jason. This Easter was so different this year and it just don't seem right without Jason. I know people say its harder on Holidays but didn't think it was this hard. As I see the boys all dressed up in their Easter outfits I just think how Jason would be so proud of how handsome they look. They just have so much of Jason in them and makes me miss him more. I know I shouldn't be angry because God wanted him home with him but its just not fair. He's a young man with a young family and so much life left in him and you see these other people who don't even want to live and Jason loved life and his family. ITS NOT FAIR. Okay enough of me venting. We had a good Easter service. Easter is one of my favorite day cause our saviour Jesus Christ died on the cross for my and our sins and then Rose up from that tomb. I know Jason had the best Easter this year celebrating with Jesus but it was hard celebrating it down here on earth without him. I cant wait to see him again. I have alot to say to that rug rat.

Fun at the Swim Center.

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Heather and I took the kids to the Swim Center so they could play and have a good time in the water. They enjoyed it especially Brayden. He loves water and Heather got in the pool to play with him and the others. J.C. and Gracie played the whole time in the water swimming, splashing, and playing with Brayden. Carson on the other hand didn't really get in the water he stayed mostly on the steps he tried to steal some flipper but got caught. That was too funny. I'm so glad they had fun, Here lately we haven't been out of the house so I'm just glad they enjoyed themselves.

Finally Spring Weather

Spring is my favorite season besides fall. I love the warm weather(not HOT) so we can go outside and enjoy the wonderful weather without being miserably hot. Friday was such a beautiful weather. The kiddos went outside, rode cars and threw balls. Brayden loves being outside I sat him on a toy car and he just sat there and didnt move just watched J.C. and Carson play while I got to clean my van out and looks so much. I love this video of Brayden just sitting on the car trying to talk. LOVE IT!! so enjoy.

Chilli & Cocky

This past Saturday was a fundraiser for the boys and myself at Stone Station Baptist Church. I'm so thankful for a church like that. The people are such sweet people and so friendly. I feel like its my second family. Anyways they raised up money by having a Chili Cook off. There was 11 that enter the contest and the judges were Aunt Jodie, Brother Daryl, Boy, and Ms Sarah. It was such a blessing everyone who came to support my family. It goes to show you that there is good in this world that people do care about others in time of need. This day in time everybody is all about ME, ME,ME. I know Jason is pleased all the people that are looking after his family and I just Wish he was there to see all the love that people have.

Jason was a big gamecock fan, I'm going miss watching the Carolina games with him, watching him rat and rave. We had some good times watching the games. Anyways the mascot of Carolina came to the church to brighten the boys up. J.C. and Carson absolutely love him and they were so excited you should have seen their face. It made me happy to see their face. I'm not the only one who is going through a tough time right now, the boys miss their daddy so much and we just sit and talk about their daddy all the time. So they need to have some fun with Cocky and that Cocky loved those boys. After the fundraiser we stood and talked with him and he said that when he saw Jason's boy he was tearing up under his costume. That just go to show you that he really care for this family and I will continue to be grateful to that young man. I know I'm just rambling on but its one of my nights that I cant sleep and mind is racing. So sorry if my blog don't make sense. If anyone has a facebook, go to Cocky's Fan Page and you will see Carson on his profile picture....That is so stinking sweet.

Boys Boys and more Boys

There is one thing I can say that I love my family. They are so funny. Especially, my kids. They just make me laugh all through the day. J.C. is my class clown. He will just sit there and make funny faces and act goofy (father like son.) Now Carson is alittle bit different, He is a very sneaky little boy. He tries to act all sweet and lovely in your face but soon as you turn around he done mess something up or made J.C. mad. It seem he don't get alone with nobody. Its so weird that brothers like them act so different and they got their own personality and look nothing alike. I'm so bless for my kids even though they are a handful. If anyone knows my kids then Y'ALL KNOW.