Time has flown by. It seems like its getting harder and harder each day without Jason. This Easter was so different this year and it just don't seem right without Jason. I know people say its harder on Holidays but didn't think it was this hard. As I see the boys all dressed up in their Easter outfits I just think how Jason would be so proud of how handsome they look. They just have so much of Jason in them and makes me miss him more. I know I shouldn't be angry because God wanted him home with him but its just not fair. He's a young man with a young family and so much life left in him and you see these other people who don't even want to live and Jason loved life and his family. ITS NOT FAIR. Okay enough of me venting. We had a good Easter service. Easter is one of my favorite day cause our saviour Jesus Christ died on the cross for my and our sins and then Rose up from that tomb. I know Jason had the best Easter this year celebrating with Jesus but it was hard celebrating it down here on earth without him. I cant wait to see him again. I have alot to say to that rug rat.
