Another New Year

      Its about that time for a fresh start. 2011 is almost over and 2012 is on its way. Every year i always do my new year resolution sometimes i follow through and sometimes i fail the first month but this year one of my resolution is to follow through with my resolution lol. So here we go here is my list.

1. Have a closer relationship with Jesus.
2. Be a better person.
3. Be a better mother to my boys.
4. Lose 30lbs (haha of course).
5. Get married to Kyle and be a good wife to him.
6. Be a good stepmother to his kids (Brianna and Jake) .
7. Be a better daughter, sister, and aunt.
8. Last one,  to follow through with all of these resolution :)

                               HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas

This has been one crazy Christmas but the best one yet. I spent the time with the ones I love. It started off Friday night when me, kyle, mama, heather, gracie, and the boys went up to Bristol, TN to see the Christmas lights all we did was laugh. Saturday night we went to mamas for  a christmas eve bonfire and read the night before christmas. Sunday,  christmas we had a very busy day visiting love ones and eating of course. The kids got everything they wanted but most important they know the real reason for the season. They sang Happy Birthday to Jesus and that touched my heart.

Last night the kids and youth went to the spartanburg christmas parade. We had a great time seeing all the different floats. Kyle came with us and it was our first christmas parade together aww aint that so sweet :) lol. After, we all went to mcdonald and it was crazy and very stressful lol.

Well im back at the gym. Its been awhile but im back. I now have a workout buddy, my man candy kyle. Its been fun working out with him. We've been running on the treadmill and im so outta shape but i will slowly get to where i was before. It might take me awhile lol but i'll do it.

Thankful everyday....

Had a wonderful Thanksgiving with my friends and family. I have so much to be thankful for but shouldnt we be thanking God everyday not just one day out of the year. Im guilty of that too. I have been blessed in so many ways. I have a wonderful family, house that keeps me warm, clothes, and most important love.....

Put a ring on it.....

Well im getting married!!!!!!! Well this time for sure. Kyle asked me back in september in Galtinburg on top of the space needle. Well we had some problems that needed to be fixed but we are working them out. So earlier today he gave me my ring back :) Im so freaking excited. I love kyle so much and im totally crazy about him. Im ready to grow old and gray with him.

<p>Dang where has the time gone. Time flies by so quick so cherish your loves one and tell them how much they mean to you cause we are not promised tomorrow. Alot of things have changed in my life and also i have changed. Im not the same woman i was a couple of years ago. I dont let people get to me anymore and i will NEVER let anyone run over me again. Anywho the boys are growing up so fast. I am ONE PROUD MAMA. They are so smart. J.C. is a principal honor roll student for 2 years now and Carson is one this year. They have their own little personalties. J.C. is a social butterfly, everywhere he goes he makes new friends. Carson is the ladies man, the girls just flock over him. Im gonna have to watch him closely lol. Now Brayden, man what can i say hes one of a kind. He knows what he wants and if dont get it watch out, hes got a bad temper. All 3 are compelety different but they all got their daddy in them. I guess thats  why i have cope so well with Jasons death because hes still with me through the boys.

I have also found love. Hes name is kyle grubbs. We have known each other forever now. I cant express how much he means to me. He came in to my life just at the right time. I had my time to grieve over Jason and it was time for me to find the right person. I know who approve of kyle. Hes a really good guy with an amazing heart. He loves me and most important he loves my kids. If dont accecpt my kids than you dont accept me. He has two precious kids Brianna and Jake who i love dearly.

Okay ive said enough. I know my blog post are boring but its my life lol and im very thankful the people who are in my life and the ones that are not :)