We were together for many years
We became as one
It was like I had your blood running through my veins
We could read each others thoughts
Finish each others sentences
Without saying a word
There is so much I'd like to change
But I can't turn back the hands of time
Your memory will always be apart of me and my heart
I still talk to you
And wonder if you hear
Sometimes I can feel you near
Even in my dreams
My heart can't say good-bye
For it's afraid your memory will die
A part of my heart is with you
And it's yours to keep
Now that you are gone
I'm left to stand alone
BY: PATRICIA CONNER LOVELACE
I have never wanted so bad for Jesus to come back and take his children. I'm ready for the boys and myself to reunite with Jason once again. I use to love life but since Jason was taking away from me I have no desire for evil world. My focus are my kids. I love them dearly and without them I would crumble. I have no interest in things I did before. Since Jason was taking away I have laughter in my life. Its like I want to think and talk about him but he hurts so bad to do. I don't want to go to his grave, and I know I should take the boys up there but I just cant go up there. I don't want to think of Jason in a grave because hes not there hes in heaven and I want to be with him. So I will go on this in world without Jason and take care of the boys, lead them to Jesus so we can be a family up in heaven once again.
2 comments:
Lindsey, Im so sorry! I know there are no words to say. You are right, Jason is not in that grave and there is NOTHING wrong with not wanting to go there. You have Jason's memory in your heart and in your home. Going to his grave does nothing. Hang in there you are doing a great job with those Boys. I love you~
Lindsey,
I love you dear. I am so sorry for your feeling of loss. I know this doesn't compare, but I still have not been to Pop's grave. It's been more than 2 years and I cannot go back. I visited my dad's a few times, but haven't been there in years. I know what you mean when you say you don't want to think of him there. You're right, he's not there, but it doesn't make it any easier. I know you miss him and I know that there isn't anything I can say to make you feel better. But please know that I am here for you. If you want to vent, scream, cry, or whatever...just let me know. It breaks my heart when I think about what you are going through. But you are doing a wonderful job with your great little boys. I love you chica. (sorry it got a little long)
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