Goals for the New Years:

As New Year is approaching I have made my goals for 2010. 2009 has been one of the worst year ever(expect Brayden He was born in Feb. that the only thing good that came out this year). 2010 is a fresh new start and a fresh new start for Jason. Next year will be totally different and it WILL be better. I have feeling that great things will come for Jason, the kids, and I. So I can't wait for the new year.


1. Jason getting out of that hospital and come home to his family.

2. Jason getting stronger and Healthier as he recovers.

3. Being a better wife, mama, and friend.

4. Focus on the ones that are important to me.

5. Get rid of any negativity.

6. Trust my own instinct. Not believing everything that I hear.

7. Get my priority straight.

8. Quit worrying about what people think or say about me.

9. Spend more time with my family that loves me.

10.Stand up for myself and whats right.

11.Love everyone and forgive easy.

12.Make my own choices and not others.

13.Of course lose 20lbs. That's a giving.

14.Jason and I watch Eclipse when it comes out..lol

15.Do more things with Jason and the kids.

16.Listen more and talk less.

17.Being there for my family.

If I wrote all the goal for 2010 Ill be on here for days. I know in the past I would make goal and never stick with them but I'm going to make sure I stick to these. I bet Jason can't wait for the new years, he's probably got a longer list than mine. I'm so glad that I came home to spend Christmas with the boys and staying the last days of this year with them. I loved spending time with them especially since J.C. been out of school. It was semi normal for the both me and the kids. They are very special to me and I'm going to miss them so much. They already don't wont me to leave but I cant wait for that day when Jason and I can come home to the boys and stay for good. I know Jason misses them its been a month since he seen them and maybe that's what Jason needs right now to cheer him up. Jason and I are both glad that they had at least one of their parents with them through the Holiday. Even though we are away from them they are still our first priority and we made sure that one parent was with them to make Christmas more special. I know that they are in good hands while we are in Charleston and we have nothing to worry about but I know they want to be with their mama and daddy and we want them.

I hope everyone makes a list of goals for the new year and I hope everyone has a Happy New Year!!!!!