Its New Year..

Its a NEW YEAR 2010 "a fresh start to a new beginning" things are going to be alot different this year. I have made my goals in the previous post and I will stick by them. First and foremost, I pray that God will heal Jason's body and make him stronger that he once was and so he can come home and put the past behind him. I'm so thankful that God gave me Jason. He's my life, my rock, and my best friend. I pray that God will give him a wonderful new year fill with nothing but Joy and Happiness. I also that this will open his eyes for the good and not the bad. I'm so proud of him and all that he has went through.

As the New Year ball was dropping I couldn't wait to see the 2010. Its here and I'm loving it. I have a good feeling about this year and I know that good things are going to happen for the Williams family. I'm going to stay positive for me and my family and let go of the negative. I know that God puts people in certain situations to either show you or others. God knows what he is doing and he chose Jason to endure this so he could reach others. Well he reached me, I'm not perfect I fall short everyday but it showed me that I need to change some things in my life.

Kathy, my mama, and myself brought in the New Years with Jason. It was a very special moment for all of us. He wasn't feeling good hes in alot of pain though hes kidneys are improving so that's a plus sign. Yeah thats right I'm back in Charleston,YaY I'm refresh. I'm so thankful that Kathy stayed with Jason while I was gone to spend time with the boys. I need that break and thankful that someone was willing to help so I can get some much needed rest. It was very hard leaving the boys behind it was starting to feel semi-normal for them being at home with their mama. They didn't want me to leave and of course I cried like a baby. Well I hope everyone had a Happy New Year!!!